Thursday, June 01, 2006 @9:27 PM
argh!
today was a very bad day for me.
i woke up late and i was still at home when it was already 12.50pm and band was about to start at 1.30pm.
at first i felt like ponning.
but i remembered i had to pass stacey and zoe their jubliante tickets by today.
so haiya no choice.
luckily i got my father to fetch me or else i would be damn late.
then the moment when i reached the band room, yizhen came to me and asked whether i could beranto the band today.
i got shocked and i didn't say anything.
how i wished i could say i don't want to beranto them at all.
u know how well i didn't know my commands AT ALL?!
that's why when i first knew i was going to beranto, i was already 100% sure that i would malu myself.
indeed i wasn't wrong.
luckily elaine and cheryl fell in in front of me.
i kept whispering to them, "what's the next command?"
oh man! it was so embarrassing!
i made lots of mistakes.
not as if i cared so much for that post la.
it's just i can't stand that embarrassment in front of the whole band.
grrr....
it's all stacey's fault.
if not for her, i wouldn't have decided not to pon band in the end.
then yizhen wouldn't have wanted me to beranto.
then i wouldn't have embarrassed myself.
HAHA XD
i actually blamed all these on stacey.
haiz actually i'm just good for nothing.
i just can't do things right.
i'm such a weak person.
i know people who already know me since primary school may be thinking why am i so different now?
haiz the fact is i don't know myself either.
i'm no longer the celeste who i used to be.
=/
finally i can enjoy myself at home the whole day tmr.
no need to go to school!
yay!
and i had decided not to go for elaine's emerge.
so saturday is now free for me too!
ahh i can continue to watch pride or watch some dvds or listen to s.h.e songs or even at least try to complete another piece of my homework.
yupp.
=)