Wednesday, July 25, 2007 @10:56 PM
my great grandmother passed away last evening.
my mother seemed rather calm when she received the news. she said that she was already mentally prepared for the day to come for that fact that my great grandmother had been ill for quite some time.
and not too long ago, she just had a weird dream. she dreamt of herself in a heavenly place where the sky was so full of colours and the sea was so blue. and she was there washing her grandmother's hair..
maybe it was an omen.
i reached home at around five plus just now when i was told that my mother was already on her way to the airport to catch a flight to sarawak.
well, although i seldom see my great grandmother since i only get to go sarawak every once in a few years, i can still remember her face and how she looked like.
i feel sad. :(
argh.
Sunday, July 22, 2007 @11:25 PM
oh no. i was halfway through my revision for vectors when shihan suddenly messaged me at like 11.19pm telling me that vectors isn't tested for tmr's amths test.
haha i shall pray hard that there will be many many free periods tmr for me to study trigo and circular measure or else i shall just fail the test.
but i must learn to stay positive by losing electrons like what the elaine lim motivational workshop had taught me to. :D
haiz i am going to be dead soon cos i haven't started writing my compo yet.
i tried writing one sentence when i felt that i should be doing maths first.
then after doing maths for quite some time, i realised i had been doing the wrong thing all the while.
haha i am useless. i really dunno what i had been doing la.
i think i better go shoot myself first before chen jiayu can come charging towards me with a knife. :/
Friday, July 13, 2007 @8:26 PM
jermaine asked, ''do you know what a mayflower is?''
'erm a flower that grows in may?'
"no, let me tell you a story about mayflower. there was once a flower who had a lover called may. she was very sad when may died one day (she claims both flowers were females) so she decided to name their daughter may too."
haha now i know why a mayflower is called a mayflower. :D
"what you doing?"
"waiting for her."
"what you doing?"
"drinking water"
the other day, i was so deeply amused by the short conversation made among elaine, jermaine and wanyi. it started when the impatient elaine who was anxious to get out class started asking jermaine what she was waiting for. they made such fast and short replies that it sounded like a funny poem. haha
i have an irritating blister right smacked in the middle of my RIGHT palm.
question: argh why must it be on the right not on the left? :(
answer: because my right hand responds faster to changes. so no matter what happens, it's always my right hand which will kena hurt first. haha
thanks to the power what ball la. haiz to think i used to play netball during my primary school days, it's quite depressing that i can't even catch a ball properly now.
it reminds me of the chinese comprehension passage we just did today. it said something about giving up some of things in life is an unavoidable decision which you have to make in your life. well, in my opinion, it should have also mentioned the truth that once you have already given up on something, it is hard to get it back again.
this is one thing i like about reading chinese passages because their contents usually revolve around many interesting views towards life. they often set me thinking about those da dao li, thinking if they really make sense to me or not.
haha i'm a great thinker. i spend half of my time thinking. :D
anyway back to my blister. really painful la.
at first, stupid elaine thought i coloured the big red dot on my palm myself when i showed it to her and she actually went to try rubbing the 'ink' away. -.- act salt to my wound :(
put plasters on it also no use. they couldn't stick properly and just keep dropping off. all my sweaty palms' fault. :P
i get nervous too easily sometimes. i notice my palms will always start to produce excessive amount of sweat in circumstances like trying to keep my balance on the train, doing test papers or writing down notes, talking to a person whom i don't really know or not comfortable with and basically having to undergo all those nerve-racking stuffs.
haiz i'm useless.
haven't really had a good night sleep ever since the start of the week. so i shall have a nice long one tonight. i simply love fridays the most. this is the only day whereby i can finally throw all my textbooks aside for a moment and spend the night watching my favourite tv dramas and have a fruitful sleep. :)
hurr more tests to go next week.