had pw workshop today. from 8am to 1pm, supposedly. 5 hours! :O
reached yck mrt station at 7.56am and realised i had been on the same train with stupid jerm!
haha stupid jerm thought she, or rather, we were damn late cos she thought it started at 7.45am. but aiyah even if we were late also nevermind. abit there were still people coming in after 9!
listened to the lecturers talking about tips of writing a written report while desperately trying to keep my eyes opened.
then it ended at about 11.40am! 1hour and 45mins earlier! thank god.
i think the lecture group which my class was in at LT1 was the earliest to be dismissed. :D
then went causeway to eat lunch with caishi.
ate at yoshinoya with the honeydew sago drink from sweettalk which caishi bought but gave it to me when she realised theres milk added in it. haha
she watched me eat cos she claimed that she was already full after eating a bread and a chocolate muffin.
haha we were saying that the people in our class are weird, including me.
she thinks i am weird cos i am slow in everything. :(
haha
okay i shall go complete my maths tutorial now. :)
some things are better left unsaid;
this is my 200th post (including some drafts that were unpublished) over a span of close to four years.
is it considered alot or very little?
hmm had guitar prac today.
with mr toh, the same ci xiang guy who taught me during the guitar workshop last time. :)
learnt a new piece. quite challenging, especially to me cos i totally can't read notes in tremble clef.
chewpin was like asking "how did you manage to survive in band ah?" :(
haha i still so bu yao lian chose to play the first guitar parts cos of her.
but i think i would prefer playing chords or accompaniment to the melody.
maybe due to the influence of euphonium. i enjoy the background music more.
haiyah for some strange unknown reasons, i feel rather gloomy now.
okay i just waved to my mother for i don't know why. ahh i'm turning siao soon. xO
many bad things seem to happen recently.
myanmar's cyclone, china's earthquake, what happened to rongxuan, my uncle slipping into coma, my brother sprained his ankle, ...
last night i dreamt of someone very dear to me left.
early in the morning today, when i was slightly awaken but tried to coax myself back to sleep, amid all the commotions of the rest of the family getting up for school and etc, i happened to catch my mother asking my sister whether she could just not go to school today cos she dreamt of her "bu hao".
gahh
perhaps some pictures would cheer me up.
kaijun
and janicesame pose? according to caishi, these were taken when they were talking to each other. haha x)
caishi and kaijun folding cranes :)
elainelimsoosoo :D
evonnekohruirui :D
cherylliuyiyi :D
and my futile attempt to make funny faces with her
xp
it's the last day of the term! yay
have been looking forward to june holidays so much although the entire one month will be used to pia schoolwork.
haha but at least i can go to school less often. :)
had gp paper this morning.
no much comments. just hoping for a pass. :/
the hall was damn cold!
luckily i was far-sighted enough to bring a jacket to school. wahahaha!
but i was still shivering even though i had my jacket on. :S
then went outside school to have lunch at pizzahut with zijing, caishi, zixin, zixian and xinghao.
haha then we left with satisfied stomachs and went back to school again for two hours of chem lecture. XO
amazingly we managed to finish covering the whole new stack of notes on organic chem within one day.
wah super confusing and difficult can! so many different kinds of terms and classifications that can make your brain go haywire.
haiz a little regret taking chem la. :/
after lecture, zijing, caishi and i went to watch movie at amk hub!
we watched accuracy of death. got that jin chengwu acting inside.
i think it was quite bittersweet and touching towards the end.
caishi was ranting that it was rather meaningless.
haha aiyah who cares whether there's any moral of the story behind it?
but perhaps the movie does try to tell us to value each and every day of our lives so that we will not leave any regrets behind. :)
backtrack
had no school yesterday!
met up with cheryl at plaza sing with the intention to study.
well, apparently it didn't turn out as productive as we would want it to be. haha
we bought some sushis and went to the food court to study.
i managed to read abit of my gp notes. then it was becoming too freezingly cold for us to concentrate so we went to window-shop abit and resettled at burger kings.
instead of studying, we spent much of the time there talking.
haha and i traumatised her with some of the touching incidents during the china's sichuan earthquake which i read from the newspapers.
hmm hmm then rushed to st nicks to meet evonne.
noms started one hour later. >:(
managed to watch haiching and kialin! :D
then had to rush off immediately after kialin finished. so didn't get to see ayu. :(
reached home at around 10 plus instead of the intended 9pm.
but neither of my parents ticked me off or commented anything about my late return, surprisingly.
woohoo.
yes okay, i shall begin my daily ritual of fulfilling 10 hours of sleep, starting from tonight!
:D
i just got my brand new classical guitar today! paid one hundred and seventy-five dollars. XO
came along with a free PURPLE guitar pick. haha cos i demanded for the purple one. and a packet of guitar strings. but! the guitar isn't tuned! arghh.
tried to tune it myself just now but apparently it got even more out of tune instead. ahh wells.
i finally discovered the difference between a classical guitar and an acoustic guitar in terms of appearance.
the width of the neck of the classical guitar is wider and its strings are made of nylon whereas my acoustic one has thinner neck and steel strings ( harder to play and pain! ) .
but for now, i still prefer playing my acoustic guitar cos it has been profressionally tuned by professionals. haha! at least i can still play something out of it. unlike my classical one, makes me want to puke.
haha hmm
today is a super hotttttt day. XO
it was especially so during the two torturing hours of chem tutorial today.
the fan at my side was spinning at a slower speed than the others although it was turned on to its maximum.
i got very restless. it was too hot to even fall asleep la. so i spent the second half of the lesson drawing pictures all over my tutorial paper since i didn't understand a single thing the teacher was saying anyway.
haha :p
there's school again tmr and after which, there will be no more lessons, yay, .... for the term.
no need to go school on thursday !
but there's gp mid year test on friday though. :/
GP!!
oh man, i have slacked the most for gp.
and mr leong just chased me for my long overdued compre assignment. :p
but it's pointless to do it now cos i realised my compre tys is missing from my bag!
i suspect raj took it and he's guilty of it cos he didn't reply my msg.
haha
and cheryl just distracted me from attempting to do my physics tutorial. haha. so in the end i gave up on it too.
hmmmmmm sad. :(
anyway, last week was a pretty eventful week.
lots of things took place eg. china's earthquake, evonne's guitar concert, wanyi's choir concert, went back to st nicks twice, met shihan twice, met elaine thrice... haha
i have many thoughts right now. many many things are running in my head which have been accumulating since last week.
hmm but it's impossible for me to say it out now, not in this post at least.
maybe some other time when i can have all the time to waste.
haha like when will that be?
hmm off to sleep now.
:)
xinyi:
"my tears can heal wounds and my kiss can revive the dead. my smelly leg can make unconscious people jump out of bed."
this is how she wants to repay me for promising to lend her
xD
good news: rx's condition is improving! :D
hmm yesterday elaine, peiling and i went back to st nicks to fold paper cranes.
a few others came subsequently and within two plus hours we managed to fold a total of 101 cranes. :)
managed to finish my packet of coloured papers during free periods and secretly during physics lecture today with the generous help from some of my classmates. :)
people like kaijun, nive and janice learnt how to fold a crane from scratch. haha
it was humorous to watch how an impatient caishi was trying to teach a completely clueless kaijun.
haha and kaijun got so addicted to folding cranes that he was going to buy another packet of coloured papers to do it himself. :D
today was supposed to meet shihan at amk hub before going back to st nicks together.
took a long long bus ride back to amk from the vball competition venue till i felt like puking.
eliza boarded the same bus i was on when it was at one stop before i was about to alight! haha talked to her abit about how we miss 4D so much. ahhhh.
then at the bus stop after i alighted, i bumped into charlyne! haha witnessed her trying to bully haiching over the phone. x)
hmm by the time i reached amk hub, it seemed somewhat too late to go back st nicks anymore so we decided to have dinner at ichiban .
yay i could finally get to meet up with my dear sun zi!
had a great time talking about our jc/poly life.
oh and shihan found a way to motivate me!
i feel so uplifted now and determined to fight my laziness away and work hard.
my aim: pass the end of years' promos and not get retained
yay till then she will have to keep to her promise. :)
to rx:
you know, you are etched vividly in my memory. it seems like i can still hear your voice; the way you talked, the way you whined
pls be strong and continue fighting
you will definitely make it :)
and it will come;
hmm yay, rong xuan's condition is slightly improving. hope she will be okay!
*prays hard*
hmm anyway, didn't go to school today.
did some work but not very productive though. :/
there's chem spa tmr!
not very prepared for it yet. i think i'm going to use the 2 hours free periods tmr to revise through..
hmm oh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL JOY GOH! (ps. yellow is her favourite colour :D)
haha although i doubt she will see this.
x)
hmm okay, tmr will be another sian diao day in school, plagued with the horrors of chem spa.
hope i won't mess everything up.
*nervous*
haha okayy, looks like i end up hmm-ing alot instead. :D
i have discovered my new passion and that is, sleeping.
haha the feeling of lying on the bed, closing your eyes and dreaming all sorts of silly dreams is so niceeee.
how i wish i can sleep as longggg as possible every single day of my life and then probably i will never wake up again.
haha, oops. x)
i feel a great sense of accomplishment today.
i planted myself in front of my table for four hours just now, did abit of chem, abit of maths and abit of physics.
finally decided to dis-root a few moments ago cos my backaches were getting a little intolerable. :/
haha i shall do my gp homework before i go to sleep later.
yes, GP. one paragraph only. yes yes, I CAN DO IT, I WILL DO IT! :D
death penalty; an injustice that can't be put right
hmmmm.
hai.
i
scared caishi.
so paiseh.
i tried my best to control but the tears weren't obedient.
it wasn't because of school though. it was just... a thought of someone whom i miss alot..
how i hope she was still there when i was in that sort of situation. :(
i am so dead now.
shan't go into much details.
hmm
nothing much happened in school since wed is my usual slack day.
guitar prac was cancelled again.
so went out with caishi after school. :)
dun feel like doing anything now.
although i should be seriously starting on my tons of overdued gp assignments.
but i dun have the strength, motivation and mood to do so.
hmm hmm.
there are so many concerts to go to for the next few weeks.
let's see
16th may- evonne's guitar concert
18th may- wanyi's choir concert
26th may- leonie's band concert
30th/31st may- jubilate
7th june- elaine's band concert
haiz so broke now. :/
nothing seems to cheer me up right now.
listening to a couple of emo music doesn't help.
looking at the timetable for tmr and the day after tmr doesn't help.
receiving msg about having to discuss gpp during breaks and after school tmr didn't help either.
haiyo
met up with leonie yesterday evening. :)
then we went for cheryl's concert, Con Fuoco VI at cj's performing arts centre.
cheryl had told me that they weren't really well-prepared due to time constraints.
nevertheless, they put up a wonderful performance. :)
i found that the concert was alot similar to the aj one.
other than that both bands share the same conductor, cj had a skit accompanying the piece and a saxophone solo too.
saw many familiar faces as the entire aj band had to be there too.
just as i was wondering why the aj band president wasn't there with the rest as well, i suddenly saw him with his trombone walking onstage when it was the cj alumni band's turn to perform. like O.O??? haha. and he was acknowleged as a member of its alumni band as indicated in the booklet.
that's bad. i mean they should have at least acknowleged him as a guest player in the alumni band or sth.
hmm anw, it's sunday again, which means my very much dreaded monday is coming in less than 24 hours' time.
arghhh.
my plans for today:
-complete geog drq
-start doing all those irritating gp homeworks
-attempt to do some qns in the inequalities tutorial again
-do forces tutorial
-hopefully do some mindmaps for the newspaper articles ( i only did 0ne out of the 20 plus newspaper articles so far. :p )
i doubt i can do so much within such a short span of time though.
oh well :/
today was a long day but it was quite enjoyable though, mainly because it was friday, my favourite day of the week. :)
mr leong didn't come to school so the few of us slacked throughout the period although we were given an essay to do.
haha in the end, the gp rep had to send a msg to the whole class, urging us to hand in all our overdued assignments by mon. i find the beginning of his msg very amusing. it went like "class, this is important. i repeat, this is important... " haha! x)
then had chem test. x(
then maths lecture, followed by maths tutorial.
then did abit of work before going for guitar prac.
haven't had guitar prac for nearly one month already because some of the school events always happened to coincide on a guitar prac day eg. sports meet and the seniors were previously too busy preparing for concert which was held last friday.
we were split up into different sections. i was assigned to section two.
felt quite lonely at first cos i dunno anybody there.
had a little bonding session with the seniors then we learnt to play some songs.
one of the seniors taught some of us how to play a small part of qing tian.
was quite happy cos qian tian is my favourite song. :))
but then, it seems that it will take like one hundred years to master even that small little part.
hmm after that, went to watch the aj idol finals in the audi.
managed to find seats for the three of us (wanyi, jermaine and i) with the help of chewpin. :)
the mc was a little siao but entertaining la.
talking about siao makes me think of the maths lecturer today. caishi kept saying that he behaves like william hung. O.0
anywayyy, all the aj idol finalists were generally good.
i particularly enjoyed the dance catergory by raj and his friend. was so damn high.
and the girl band. :D
okay i shall go sleep now. my eye is still feeling a little pain. :/
tmr is yet another busy day.
ahh can't remember what i wanted to say.
hmm hmmm..
oh.
i think i have been mentally semi-unconscious these few days.
damn sleepy. i dun think there was ever once when my eyes were fully opened to their maximum size.
haha. i fell asleep ( or fainted??) on the sofa in the living room last last night while reading my physics notes.
it was so surprisingly comfortable that i slept there throughout the night without remembering to get up to brush my teeth first. oops. :x
haiz. TODAY IS LABOUR DAY! yay no need to go school.
it's quite expected that i would spend most of the day sleeping.
as if sleeping for 9 hours plus was still not enough, i collapsed on the bed again after returning from breakfast. x]
haiyah now more than half of the day is gone.
was doing the inequalities tutorial just now. got stuck halfway cos i realised there is no answer key for the discussion qns. thinking of checking whether it is uploaded onto ivle or not. so here i am!
haha well. apparently, it isn't there. waste my precious time. >:(
ivle says, "sorry."
i say, "hmm it's okayyy. :)"
oh no.
haven't studied for chem test tmr. haiz dun care la, not like i'm aiming to ace it anyway. if i can pass, i tou xiao already. haha :D
had maths test on mon, geog test on tues and physics test yesterday.
physics test was damn difficult. :/
the following is a scenario in my class during the aftermath of the physics despite the answer scripts being handed in long time ago, lin htet was sitting silently, still pondering over the qns. alvis and zixian were discussing about them. kaijun was rattling about how the test was much easier (?!) than he had expected.
aren't these boys scary?
had sports meet yesterday after school.
the deadliness of it made me miss st nicks' sports day very much.
it was super hot la cos it was held in the afternoon.
drinking a few small cups of milo and talking to caishi and puiman helped to make the heat a little bearable for me. :)
the girls in my class ran for 8 x 50m race.
i think i pulled our team down a little. xp plus we dropped the baton twice. but at least we still managed to come in second last. :)
and our house won. :) COUGAR!
simple things that i indulge myself with give me a sense of happiness and security.
- discovery of the week
drowsiness, shoo.