hi.

i celebrated my 16th birthday last tuesday, the 20th of november. :)
it was just like any other normal day. a rather irritating one though. :/
went school for grad rehearsal in the morning, then almost died while waiting for someone, after that visited the band, then ate lunch with elaine and cheryl, amk hub then dinner with family.
i remembered that night i was lying on the bed listening to my mp3, the first song being played was 'bad day'. it felt like my mp3 was wanting to tell me, 'yeah you had a bad day today.'
and the next song was 天灰. 'your sky was a little grey today indeed,' my mp3 added.
haiz i was amused. how true could it be.




"我的天空今天有点灰，我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜，所有的灯早已经全都熄灭



.....




想念变成怀念，心痛变成心碎"



haiz i guess the lyrics itself is a good summary of how the day went.
but still, i would like to congratulate wanwan and kialin once again for being the firsts to wish me at 00.00. :)



hmm then what? i can't remember doing anything else that week other than preparing for prom and rotting at home.
monday, 26/11, graduation night. ehh nothing much to talk about actually.
had fun watching the videos and performances by the different classes and .. eating the food ba.
endured the pain while walking in high heels. :(

tuesday 27/11
met up with elaine in bishan. made her wait for 45 mins. she is a really patient woman. haha :)
bought a small doraemon cake for her to sort of reward her for her patience. :D
ate sakae. wah that was the most expensive lunch i had ever eaten so far. each of us spent like 16 dollars. :(
ahh then i left this movie voucher on the sakae table! by the time we went back to get it, it was gone!!
stab my heart ah. it was something i considered highly important. haha. i shouldn't have brought it along with me just to show elaine. haiz so stupid of me. my juniors and i bought it for charity, on my birthday somemore. it was supposed to be used for section outing in the future. and yet, i lost it. i felt so guilty la, felt like i had let the whole section down. haha :D
arhh
after that we went to buy presents for the sec ones for their swearing in ceremony then we headed for school. yeah we were there to join the band camp.
haha so fun. we played stress, uno and some detective game (i forgot what it is called) the entire night. we didn't sleep at all!
wah can you imagine, i slept at like two the night before after grad night then i didn't even sleep a wink at all the following night. amazing. so proud of myself for still being alive after staying up the whole night the first time. :))

the best thing was, i had to go chalet straight after that for some primary school class gathering.
damn awkward la. besides limzhen, zhou jing is the only person whom i still keep in touch with.
haha the both of us couldn't stand the boredom and awkwardness so we went out to cycle despite the heavy drizzle.
i love cycling. haha. but i hate u-turning. i ran into the mud la cos i couldn't turn properly. my legs suffered from the mud splash. arghh. i already have problems with 90 degrees turn. my heart will start beating a hundred times faster whenever i see a bend ahead.
haha i already have a horrifying cycling experience with cheryl last time. we zoomed straight into the construction wall cos we couldn't brake the bicycle in time. xD
then we went home. i was already a vampire by then. haha. i slept on zhou jing's shoulder for the first half of the long train journey home from paris ris to marsiling. haha it felt so nice to fall asleep. :D

actually i have been working on this post for a few days already but i always couldn't finish it cos i have been very BUSY. :D
i have so much things to say. i want to remember every significant thing that happen in my life. haha :)
haha i shall continue on my next post. :)

so excited. i'm going to watch the first episode of dou niu yao bu yao soon!
while waiting for the videos to load, i shall blog about today. :)

shouldn't have gone to school this morning.
i couldn't believe i was actually the first person to reach leh.
in the end, only about ten people turned up.
then we just kicked some ball and that's it. the filming ended in just about ten minutes or so.
haiz

then walked around amk hub with cheryl and shihan.
watched shihan getting her earholes pierced, looked around for dresses and shoes, bought seven doughnuts for ourselves at the food fair, had lunch at mos burger with shihan, then took bus 169 home with her.
for once, i really enjoyed the long bus ride. i didn't fall asleep at all!
it was nice talking to shihan. we talked about s.h.e, about hebe, about dou niu yao bu yao to about her shifting house soon. haha
after she left, i spent the rest of the half hour watching the surrounding scenery, listening to music and thinking about some happy things.
i must have been in a very good mood. :D

hmm tmr is a special day! :)
haha okay i shall go watch my videos now.

o level is finally over!
but i didn't feel exceptionally happy or overjoyed or moved to tears after my last paper on mon.
haha weird..
didn't celebrate or anything. just bought a red bean bun to congratulate myself. haha
the past three weeks of torturing exams weren't so smooth sailing for me.
i screwed some of the papers while the others turned out quite okay.
anyway everything is over! 把全部都抛到九霄云外去吧!

these two days have been great. so carefree~
spent my time watching tv, videos on youtube and dvds.
feel so excited about hebe's upcoming new drama 'dou niu yao bu yao' which will show in taiwan soon.
can't wait to watch la. saw all the trailers. they look perfect and thrilling. 赞! i believe it will be a good drama worth watching. :D
hahaha

for the next few months, i will most probably spend most of my time at home.
actually i have a list of things i had planned to do after exams.
1. learn to play guitar. i have a neglected guitar which has been rotting in the storeroom for past one year :'(
2. hopefully get a part-time job next month. for now, i just want to enjoy enough of my current carefree life. it was extremely difficult for me to even peep at the tv screen with my father around during the exam period you know. :(
3. read the book of true crimes
4. maybe write some letters i owed. but i'm bad at writing letters 咧. :/
5. tidy my table. recycle all the waste papers. sell them to the garang guni man?
6. auction my used textbooks. haha my heart will break if i just throw them away.
7. continue to update myself on s.h.e's news. i have forgotten about them for such a long time. haha!
8. talk to myself? actually i wish to find someone whom i would like to talk to or spend more time with but everybody seem very busy with their own stuffs. sigh
and that stupid sister of mine always makes me angry. she just won't chat with me. hurr

going back to school for some graduation rehearsal tmr.
haiz i'm beginning to regret myself for deciding to go for grad dinner in the first place.
two hours ahhhhhhh. waste my time. i want to sleep longer 咧. :(
but i will be visiting the band with evonne after that. :)

lala haven't post for two long months 了.
haha quite fun to add some chinese words here and there.
so dumb. now i know i can seek a few seconds of happiness in this kind of way.
haha i shall do this more often then. :D



再见