INCURABLE NYONYA CRAZE
it's around 3am now and i still can't get myself to sleep.
so here i am while awaiting for my drowsiness to kick in.
i have difficulty getting myself to sleep nowadays
and i dunno why.
anyway, my sister just changed and edited my blog skin yesterday.
i'm quite satisfied with it cos it looks purple and simple now. x)
i'm already madly in love with the little nyonya, the channel 8 9pm show although it's only at its 4th episode so far.
my heart breaks terribly for ju xiang.
and it once again reignites my support for jeanette aw.
her acting is superb in the show!
i swear i will definitely go buy the dvd once it comes out.
ahh i know i'm getting addicted but who cares la.
i feel a little crazy and high now. :D
probably that explains why i can't sleep.
i will be leaving for malaysia this coming sunday and be away for the next one week or so.
yes, the same old place again.
but i'm quite looking forward to the trip this time since i had missed the previous one during the june holidays.
come to think of it, i find it rather unbelievable at how i had the courage to actually dare to stay alone at home all by myself while my family was away for 4, 5 days.
but now i dun think i have the courage to go through the same thing again.
this shows a mounting timidity secretly building up within me as time goes by.
haha
but the sad thing is, i will be missing 5 consecutive episodes of the little nyonya!
:' ((((
can anyone who has a dvd recorder at home help me record down the shows, please?
PLEASE.
sigh
:(
last satarday went back st nicks for some home coming event and stayed there for only about 20 mins or so.
bought 10 plus bucks worth of stuff from cheryl joy's stall and ended up with insufficient money to buy that st nicks old girl shirt which i always wanted to get.
haha so i still had to borrow 15 bucks from her in order to get it. x)
woo.
went to the book fair at suntec on sunday.
bought some stationery and books despite my mother saying that i would leave them to rot along with the rest of that untouched pile of books on my desk, which i strongly denied but secretly thought it was quite true. haha
i intend to go back there again, probably this weekend. :D
on monday late afternoon, met caishi and kaijun and played badminton at cck stadium.
played continuously for about 2 hours i think, which was quite shiok cos i haven't been playing bad for quite a long time.
haha :D
then had guitar prac yesterday.
haha i was late for 45 mins cos i overslept.
didn't do anything much. learnt how to play some chords for i'm yours, stand by me and this potential.. sth song.
initially jia en and i wanted to go watch movie after guitar but both of us were too tired so we decided to go home instead.
and she gave me a present which was entirely made by herself!
it is a kind of notebook with my name on it.
haha i'm quite amazed by her handicraft and creativity. :)
then today was supposed to go exercise with caishi at the gym but it was postponed.
rainy days dampen spirits. :(
i suddenly feel that my memory is quite good or rather it has improved tremendously cos
1) i could still remember the exact name of my sister's favourite drink when my father and even my sister herself couldn't.
2) i could still remember cheryl liu telling me that she would be going to batam next week. (but she said she's most likely not going anymore.)
3) i could still recognise chia ying's voice when she called my house phone yesterday. (we hadn't kept in touch for close to two years i think.)
4) i could still remember the existence of mojo gang.
5) i can remember the chords for many songs i learnt quite well.
6) i can remember what others forget, sometimes.
7) oh and i can still remember that my birthday is coming in about 55 mins' time!
it's quite impossible for me to forget about my birthday cos i have been receiving happy be-earlied birthday messages as early as three days in advance *peeks at elaine* as well as today from zijing who is leaving singapore tonight. :)
there's guitar camp which happens to be on the 20th and 21st nov.
i
first day-
section bonding, lunch, practise for mini performance, games, guitar prac
-no sleepover-
second day-
guitar prac, lunch, designing of guitar crest, mini performance, barbeque
but i'm going to miss all of these.
which isn't really a bad thing since i dun really know anybody in my newly allocated section- Section 4
but i'm still happy to be in the section nevertheless. :)
ahh okay i'm tired.
went for guitar prac today.
mr toh went through the boxer with us.
quite fruitful la. at least got some progress.
i can play from section C onwards now. :)
then had lunch at nyp with weiling, liying, jinghui and daphne.
i didn't know the four of them were all ex-classmates from the same sec sch until today!
headed back to sch again for mr moh's extra lesson.
shouldn't have signed up.
quite useless and boring. partly cos i see moh bu shun yan.
oops.
sigh, moh and toh.
they can form motto er ren zu or sth.
haha!
anyway, went back st nicks with evonne!
after today's band visit, we can conclude one thing: our juniors are "head over heels"madly in love with chocolates.
it was rather amusing to watch them wrestling over the floor trying to snatch our packet of chocholates.
haha
then played guitar with evonne, the piano pro aka cai nv. x)
and i received my very first early birthday present for this year from evonne: two prata sausages, exclusively from snsb! :D
they will be my breakfast for tmr.
hahaha :D
this morning, i read about one of the headline articles on the strait times which stunned me in disbelief.
a cleaner at the singapore zoo entered the white tigers' den and used a broom to provoke the tigers into attacking him.
he then held a pail over his head which, i suppose, was to protect his head and allow the tigers to bite his other body parts instead so he could still keep a perfect head when he died?
if that was the case, then it was apparently a futile attempt as it was reported that he suffered severe skull and neck injuries and died on the spot.
astonishing, isn't it?
what is this?
a latest innovative method of committing suicide?
what a foolish act.
until now i still haven't completed the maclaurin tutorial.
ms tan's gonna kill me soon.
O.O
i just notice a blister growing on my finger.
:O
当幻想与现实形成强烈的对比，
你会选择面对残酷的现实，
还是滞留在让你随心所欲的幻想世界里?
如真要逃避现实，永远待在幻想世界里，
怎样才能做到呢?
人生琐事，躲也躲不了。
如何乐观面对是关键，也是个极大的考验。
perhaps that's what makes gaming so attractive and addictive.
it's an escape from the reality and a gateway to the virtual world.
sometimes the real and the virtual intersect so perfectly that it's not easy to differiate them anymore.
and i thought everything was just an illusion after all.
illusion.
delusion.
deception.
sometimes, my belief and perceptions turn out to be true.
but they usually don't matter much to me.
most of the time, my belief and perceptions betray me.
and when the truth deviates drastically from what i thought,
anger, disappointment and sadness surge deeply within.
then i start to question myself...
this is when endless uncertainty pervades;
THE LONG AND TEDIOUS JOURNEY OF PW HAD FINALLY ENDED!
on wednesday, 5th nov at eh, around 8.30am, my pain was ended.
op was fine i guess although it could have been better.
nevertheless, i gave my best shot and it's finally over!
*rejoice*
:D
sent my sister off to shanghai on that same night.
she will be gone for 7 days with her fellow co members.
so jealous of her.
and nive's flying off to dubai today
ahh..
and my pair of sport shoes got stolen.
ahh..
:(
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL LIU! :D