it was quite interesting and funny, not as bad as how i thought it would be.
the trainers were really entertaining. we've listened to three different trainers today, gary, danny and leroy.
i've observed that all the trainers tend to do the same things when they talk.
first, they like to put one leg on the chair while they talk.
second, sometimes they would lower and make their voices sound like patrick's. haha so cute.
i think the motivational talk was really useful for me. at least i'm starting to have some sense of motivation now. XD so i dun think i will be ponning any of the sessions during the next two days. haha
but i have a huge problem now. i really have no idea whether i will be able to finish all my homeworks and studyings all on sunday itself. :/
wah what a challenge.
haiz anyway,
band was terrible on wed.
the band expert, mr richard adam came down to conduct us.
at first me and yanzhu thought he's adam gorb himself la. scary..
haha dunno why suddenly so many adams keep appearing in our lives.
first there's adam khoo from the motivational talk, then there's adam gorb the composer of sunrise and mr adam the band instructor. haiz XD
and yesterday i just happened to see this thing lying on the bench outside the band room and on top of it, there was one big word 'adams'.
like -.-lll
i was quite depressed after band that day because i played very badly.
then leonie said this to me, "no, no, you can't lose your confidence.."
i guess confidence is something that i really lacks now.
her words were like 'POM' and a lot of things just came knocking into my head. it really made me think hard.
'why things are never the same as how they used to in the past?', i thought.
and blah blah blah..
suddenly i dun feel like continue saying anymore cos i think it will take ages.
maybe i shall continue some other time.
haha XD
hmm there was another thing i felt quite sad about that day.
all my entire 400 over messages in my inbox had been deleted away.
among these 400 plus messages, there were all those happy birthday messages and other memorable ones which i kept for two whole years already, all gone in a blink of an eye.
well, maybe it is a good thing to start anew too. :)
monday, went to celebrate elaine's birthday after chem spa.
although it was abit early to celebrate her birthday, we still had lots of fun and laughter anyway.
haha and these are some of the pics we took that day.
elaine commented that i have become more expressionful now as compared to the past when she first got to know me.
and look at one of my greeds up there ------->>>
it says, 'to be EXPRESSIONFUL'.
does this mean that i'm beginning to achieve one of my goals now?
x)