every beat of my heart

Friday, April 20, 2007 @9:05 PM

band no.129 .... silver
band no.130 .... silver
band no.131 .... silver
band no.132 .... bronze
band no.133 CHIJ ST NICHOLAS GIRLS' SCHOOL - SILVER
band no.134 .... bronze
band no.135 .... bronze
band no. 136 .... COP
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three days ago, on the 17th of april, we had our syf central judging and we got a silver.
many broke down and i think i was just strong enough to fight back any tears.
the feeling that night was awful. i couldn't help thinking about syf, thinking about band, thinking about the results.
i tried to do abit of maths but i couldn't. i ended up doing nothing but to keep mourning and mourning and mourning.
finally i decided that the best thing i could do was to go to sleep.

three days later, i have slowly recovered from the sadness, much thanks to elaine lim motivational workshop. :D
i think it's time for us to get over it.
actually to me, i don't really have any regrets, even though i did make some mistakes here and there during that 12 mins on stage.
i enjoyed every minute of it and i thought we had already done our very best on that day, though the outcome was very disappointing.
i can remember how i had totally concentrated my eyes on ms sia throughout the whole process and how i was actually half smiling when we played merry widow the presto that part.
and the most important thing is that i could feel that ms sia and mr ong were proud of us.
after the releasing of the results, when the band stood outside SCH and shouted thanks to them and they smiled and waved back, that was the only time when i started to feel tears in my eyes. :(
THANK YOU MS SIA AND MR ONG! :)
and thank you principals, teachers and all the friends who cared! :)
<3

getting a silver isn't really that bad after all.
just check out our propaganda:
SILVER is the new GOLD
haha

anyway feel quite excited cos i have finally received the jubilate tickets today!
cos it's going to be the last jubilate concert i will ever get to perform, i am going to play my bestest and cherish every single second of it.
yay, and we must prove others that we are more than just a silver band! :)

had maths test today.
the paper was a little hard but i think i can still get a pass for it. :)
i shall spend the next three golden days catching up with schoolwork and study for tests!
haha i think i sound very eager and happy to do my work but actually, i'm not. XD

oh btw, some things to look forward to,
s.h.e will be releasing their brand new album soon!
and the new pirates of the caribbean movie's coming out, i believe?
haha okay, i'm a happy person now.

:D