Friday, March 14, 2008 @10:13 PM
the conductor is really erm... dislikeable? i know it's unfair of me as i tend to compare him with ms sia. but.. i can't help it laaa.
he doesn't care about the euphoniums. okay la, i used to feel that ms sia neglected the euphoniums too. maybe the whole world never really care about us. haha
now he is planning to pull one of us out to play the trombone.
who should opt out?
according to him, the best and the lousiest players should stay. the middle one should go instead.
but he wants rachel to stay. so it's either me or feng ping now.
feng ping used to play trombone in her pri sch but she is a marvellous euphonium player. she is especially pro in playing high notes. she can somewhat effortlessly hit a high g, a or even a b note.
i am obviously the lousiest player but i will feel bad if she were to leave the section in the end. it will be such a waste to the euphonium section.
i am not against the idea of me going to the trombone section but that would mean i won't be able to perform in the upcoming concert, devoting a larger amount of my time to learn the basic playing of a new instru and all my previous efforts i have put in my euph will be wasted. :/
should i quit band? this is another annoying question i have been fretting about.
there are so many pull and push factors that it's extremely hard to make a decision. :/
hmm holidays are ending soon and i haven't done any of my tutorials yet.
i think i haven't changed one bit.
i am still as slack as ever. leaving everything to the last minute.
i expect myself to be chiong-ing all my homework on sunday.
haha this is so typical of me. :D