Wednesday, March 12, 2008 @10:20 PM
i have band prac tmr again. 9 to 4pm. 7 hours.
siao.i think the conductor has a bad impression of me now.
i left the band early ytdy cos i had "tuition". and he wasn't happy with me for missing band prac last fri to go for elaine's concert without informing him beforehand.
he said, "you rather go for other ppl's concert than to prepare for your own one issit?"
scary man.
i don't like the music the band is playing.
we are playing "the year of the dragon" in the year of rat. -.-
this piece is damn demanding la. high notes everywhere and they are the kinds that i have never even seen before. running notes. super fast tempo. can die.
how am i going to play such a piece when playing high notes is my weakest part.
and my pitching is really getting on my nerves. :(
i don't like my section too.
the four of us are like from four different worlds.
nuraini may not be joining band cos her father disallow her to. :(
the other two can click better with each other. both of them are more of the cheery cheery kind of people.
whereas i am a rather dead and lifeless person.
haiz i feel so odd when i am with them. :/
i totally dislike my life now.
i don't want holidays to end so soon.
i don't want to go back to my present school.
i agree with cheryl.
how i wish i can go back to the past, back to st nicks and experience everything all over again.
:(