Friday, April 11, 2008 @11:00 PM
these two days, we had no lessons because of the aesthetic week.
went for the resilience workshop and attended the nyaa talk until 5 plus yesterday.
today, i went for the guitar workshop which i had signed up with tianhe. :)
learnt some strumming and played some simple songs.
it was enjoyable to me although some may think it was quite boring. :D
the instructor was so round, cute and those very
ci xiang kind of person.
i realised he is also the conductor of our school's guitar club whom i hadn't got to meet yet until today. haha
went back to st nicks, yet again, with jingwen, wanyi, jermaine and peiling.
it was my third time already in two weeks. :O
took our o level certs, ate orange bowl and then walked a little around the school, specifically the toilets. haha
then visited the band with leonie and elaine. :)
yeah.
i really miss life in st nicks.
the atmosphere there is just so peaceful and slow-paced, i like. :/
just now during dinner, i scared my mother a little when i suddenly sighed out of nowhere while eating.
haha. i was thinking of the piles of homework which are as high as mount everest and the normal school lessons which will resume next week.
my undone homeworks include:
-geog essay
-9 newspaper articles (the amount accumulated after three weeks)
-dynamics tutorial
-redo binomial tutorial
-chem tutorial
-study for next week's maths test
-standard curve tutorial
blah blah...
and i can't start doing my work until sunday.
cos tmr's my mother's birthday and as usual, we will be going to malaysia to celebrate.
so i have to rush everything within one day again, which is impossible.
i give up. you can call me a slacker if you like now.
things just don't go my way;i am exhausted.
i think i cared too much, spent too much time thinking about negative stuff and had been too nice until i kept hurting myself every now and then.
because for most of the time, i have been so used to keeping these well-hidden emotions within myself, people can hardly understand how i feel.
i feel so.. alone and lousy. ;(