Thursday, June 12, 2008 @10:13 PM
i was actually quite happy for a while just now when something just had to happen and made me feel all so down again..
(even though i had kind of anticipated it since things would always turn out the same way like ever before.)
but i still can't help it but feel disappointed once again. you crushed my hope, for hoping that things would turn out differently this time for just once.
went back to st nicks today to study with elaine and florence.
took my sgc too.
i always thought the o level cert which i had already taken months ago was the sgc until recently, erm like just yesterday, when i saw my rv classmates' sgc actually came in a black file filled with testimonials and all that.
haha and i had never seen florence for ages.
the last time i saw her was during the o level results day?
haha she's still the same old florence.
i loaned her my watch to wear for the next two weeks and i expect to have it back during the 4D class reunion outing we are having soon. :) she better make it and not go for her stupid class outing to malaysia or else i will never have my watch back. haha
then dinner with xinyi at ichiban. :)
supposedly with kaijun too but i think he was suffering from food poisoning after eating some unhygenic food so he couldn't come in the end. haha
we ate about 3, 4 plates of sushi each and shared one.
haha it was rather satisfying. :D
hmm then i bought a pencil case at artbox! it caught my eye and i fell in love with it. x)
haha we spent quite some time contemplating whether to buy it or not. we compared its pros and cons and finally, i decided to buy it using the money which my mother gave to compensate me for not buying me anything for during their malaysian trip. :)
then xinyi bought her beloved chicken potato which she had always been telling me about.
haha :)
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my mood a few hours ago: fairly good
my mood an hour ago: very bad
my current mood: foul to the max
just quarrelled with my mother over my messy table.
it is just plainly filled with all those irritating mountainous stacks of school notes and worksheets and files and etc. there is absolutely nothing i can throw away!!!!!!!!!
somemore it was my brother's fault for messing up my already spatial-constraint table even more when he used it just now without seeking my permission!
hmph
sadness never fails to find its way back to me;
happiness lost its way and never came back again.
i can't hide my tears anymore