Tuesday, July 01, 2008 @10:32 PM
i realise i generally tend to blog whenever i am feeling either too happy, too sad or too angry.
so you can probably know how i have been feeling, judging by how frequently i have been blogging nowadays.
perhaps it will be good if i can blog less often.
but it will only occur when i am too comfortably contented with life now that i have nothing to blog about or simply when i seriously am too busy to even have time to vent any forms of emotions onto my poor blog.
at the present, it is totally impossible for me to resist doing so.
my feelings have basically been alternating among the three (too happy/too sad/too angry) all this while.
and i tend to keep most of these feelings to myself cos to me, i think it is useless to tell everybody else about them when i know the problem lies deep within myself.
i am glad i found someone who is stuck in the similar situation as well.
so she's like my other channel for me to share and relate my problems with besides my blog. haha
or else i would have suffocated to death.
i had a chat with my ex-colleague (haha, i sound like a professional working adult) on msn last night.
it was interesting to note the kind of misperceptions he, or any other people who don't know me well, had of me.
it can be amusing sometimes when what they think of you doesn't exactly fit the real you at all.
i just wanna say i'm quite amazed with the art of masking although it isn't really intended for most of the time.
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i gave myself lots of excuses to divert my attention away from my chem tutorial when i was doing it just now.
hmm that's bad.
but i seriously need to go to sleep now.
five hours weren't enough