Saturday, September 27, 2008 @11:21 PM
hi, i'm back from the week-long battle against promos.
i'm both physically and mentally drained.
it's time to recharge before i plunge into pw stuff from next week onwards.
argh pw.
gp was fairly alright i guess.
chem seemed alright too.
btw, alright means perhaps a borderline pass.
maths was a little disappointing.
geog was rubbish. early in the afternoon when i came to school, my one and only mindmap which i took the pains to draw literally flew down the drain. and i decided not to embarrass myself to go climb over the fence and retrieve it in front of a bunch of j2s. haha. it was already a bad omen.
i had so much time to stone throughout the paper cos i had no idea how to answer most of the questions and i delibrately left one entire 14 mark question blank. wow.
and finally, physics was a total disaster.
argh, i hope i will at least do slightly better than how i did for mid years.
if my results turn out to be worse even by a little bit, i will die in a terrible death cos it will mean a very high danger of me getting retained. :x
anw, met elaine and erica on friday after my last paper. :)
went back to st nicks and enjoyed a feast in the canteen.
ate the must-have orange bowl, the western food and many others. :D
then walked around the school and talked to the teachers.
i must say i always have this very special feeling whenever i go back to st nicks.
i feel very calm and peaceful, unlike in aj, the atmosphere is so different.
time seems to stop there.
i used to complain why st nicks has so many stairs and difficult to navigate.
now, i think that is exactly one of its greatest beauty. so mysterious and yet, beautiful.
my life in st nicks, esp my last two years there had left me with many precious memories, both pleasant and unpleasant ones.
3/4D, band, the funny, caring and committed teachers, the wonderful and loving friends, the classrooms, the track, the fam lounge, the canteen...
i remembered the very first time when i stepped into st nicks as a sec one.
we sat in the hall, listening to the principal's speech. one of the first things she asked us to do was to hug the person next to you. and i remember the person whom i hugged was mylene. x)
that was one of the many things i had learnt: sisterly love.
ahh.
thank god, the prime upgrading is postponed for another year which means we can still see the same old st nicks building for another two more years. :D
hmm thinking of the past and dreaming of the future really do help to shield away some of the unhappiness i face both in school and at home at the present moment.
sigh