Saturday, September 13, 2008 @8:22 PM
zijing just sent us the class photos which we took on monday when we celebrated virnice's and puiman's birthdays. :)
not everyone was present though. :/
i have been repeatedly looking at the three class photos which we took for the yearbook since i received them yesterday.
and i still can't help laughing to myself cos they are seriously hilarious.
they have become a source of brief entertainment for me amid the tiring revision for promos.
this afternoon, i spent a little portion of my time looking through the neoprints which i had taken over the past few years.
there aren't many and i realised i haven't taken any this year.
but i couldn't help smiling to myself as i admired every single one of them.
each of them built up the strong feeling of nostalgia within me.
i wondered if everything had changed.
however no matter what, whether anything has changed or not, i can be rest assured that there is at least one thing that remains persistent till today.
the same problem which i have always been fretting about.
that is, my facial expression's inability to convey my inner feelings accurately for most of times.
there was one day when i couldn't take it anymore and i said, "i really enjoyed myself today, really. can you tell? can you tell?!"
now, come to think of it, i hope i really did sound agitated enough to be convincing though.
haha.
and it gets really frustrating at times when my facial expressions fail to send the notion to my peers that i am extremely upset or angry with them.
over the years, i have grown so helpless and numb about it that it doesn't seem to bother that much to me anymore.
haha i shall live up to my name of being an ultimate 'stone'.
and there's also the thing about me looking dao and being a person with few words.
i guess it has caused a certain level of misunderstanding sometimes.
but well, if i have always been like that for the past 16 years, or rather, 8 years, i don't see an urgent need to change any of that now.
i am stubborn but that's just me i guess.
and after all, i keenly believe that action do speak louder than words and hopefully, facial expressions.
action speaks for itself. :)
my dear red bean mooncake,
where'd you go,
i miss you so
:(