Thursday, February 26, 2009 @11:11 PM
"if i were to leave the world anytime soon, today would be a perfect day."
i just suddenly had this somewhat emo, depressed thought came running in my mind at some point of the day.
not that something unpleasant, depressing or discouraging had happened to me and neither was i feeling extremely depressed.
basically i have two reasons why i felt this way.
1) i had a 2.4 km run practice today and i clocked 15 plus mins which was a huge improvement from my usual 17 plus mins timing. (i had accomplished something quite astonishing to me = no regrets anymore)
2) i seemed to have seen and/or talked to almost every single person whom i know and treasure in my entire life through various forms of interactions.
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verbal: long vs short conversations, face-to-face vs over-the-phone, hi-s and byes
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written: self-initiated vs received sms-es, replied vs unreplied sms-es, msn
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physical contact: a pat on the shoulder vs poking at the side of the ribs
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visual: eye power
this is what happens when you are left all alone to reflect on the day.
such thoughts full of gratefulness and emo-ness are what you get.