Saturday, April 18, 2009 @10:25 PM
guitar syf is coming in slightly more than one week's time.
next week i will be having guitar pracs everyday! :O
had guitar prac as usual this morning.
today cheryl liu came to my school for her band prac!
it was always such a delight to be able to see my good friend again! even though the last time i saw her was just a few weeks ago.
it came at the right time when i had been feeling quite depressed lately (and nobody could tell..).
i felt so cheered up. it definitely made my day. :D
after guitar was lunch at thai express with some of my sectionmates. the food was good. :)
i get tired easily nowadays.
today i was so exhausted that i went to sleep after i got home.
now i feel like sleeping again and i'm having trouble with my running nose. :(
if i carry on like this, i never gonna finish my homework man.
help me, i really need a pair of widely opened eyes, a properly functioned nose and a clear mind which i don't have right now.
argh.
i'm close to a handicap when it comes to expressing myself verbally.
and my disability has really caused me quite a major problem both mentally and emotionally.
it is the most frustrating when people don't get how you feel.
when you feel sad, people think you are happy.
when you feel angry, people think you are not.
and when you truly have good intentions for something you have done, people think otherwise.
as a result, misunderstandings arise and sometimes when things get too complicated that i don't bother to explain anymore, it's either time will eventually let the truth speak for itself or these understandings just get deeper and deeper.
i really pity shengwu in the channel 8's drama series "Tables of Glory".
i feel connected to him. i can understand how he feels.
nonetheless, his determination prevails and that is inspiring.
believing there is always a rainbow at the end of the day