Thursday, June 04, 2009 @12:11 AM
i enjoy travelling alone on the train, especially during non-peak hours when there are very few other passengers and many empty seats around.
i would always find myself a seat at my favourite two-seated corner and i would either observe the people around me or stare at the outside scenery in deep thoughts.
like today after maths mass tutorial, i trained home by myself.
i was happy to find an empty seat at my favourite corner the moment i stepped into the train.
at that instance when i sat down, my mind switched into the thinking and reflecting mode automatically.
i began to think to myself that i should draft out my study plan and hurry get down to serious mugging.
i thought about cutting down on the time spent on watching tv and playing com.
i decided to buy three delicious red bean baos for myself from the coffee shop near my house later.
i tried to imagine the train being stationary and it was the world outside that were moving instead.
and i fianlly decided that it was time to update my dead little blog.
it has been more than a month since i had my last blog entry.
the month of may had been plagued by laziness and fatigue for me.
i ponned school, ponned lectures, ponned tutorials, didn't do homework... i had been a very bad student. :(
finally june holidays are here!
now after much rest, i feel more energised and more motivated to study! (albeit at a take-my-own-sweet-time rate)
still, i couldn't resist the temptation of ponning the makeup lectures the past two days.. BUT i managed to drag myself to school today! :D
cheryl joy was right.
you should never try ponning school at all, not even once.
when there is the first time, there will be a second, then third, fourth, fifth....
you can get addicted easily.
now i am trying to kick off the habit. still trying.
many things happened over the past several weeks.
we got bronze for our guitar syf to much despair, shock and disappointment. but since then, we got much bonded tgt as a guitar ensemble than ever before, so i suppose it was a blessing in disguise?
then there was the guitar bbq at roxane's house.
then... i can't recall much already. haha
oh yes, more recently, i helped out for the special olympics pre-event. i was very inspired and touched by the sheer determination exuded by the athletics. there will be two more bigger ones to come in this month of june. :)
AND there was the aj's dazzle concert! cheryl and the et section juniors came down to support!
was so touched that they came, and paiseh at the same time. felt like it was my first (and last) concert although it wasn't our very own guitar concert.
AND last but not least, we had our guitar farewell last friday. like what mdm khoo had said during one of her timely lectures to us, our "career" as a guitarist had come to an end and we will go on to start a new chapter in life. but at least for me, my passion for guitar does not end here.
i am glad for all the wonderful memories i had. the most memorable times i have in aj will definitely those spent in guitar. :) and not forgetting the many valuable friends i have made.
till now, i have not regretted a single bit for choosing to quit band and join guitar instead.
although aj band is like so prestigious now. (gwh leh! vs guitar's bronze)
haha :)
shall end here for the time being !
-to be continued-
haha