Friday, January 15, 2010 @6:38 PM
a colourful brand new layout for a fresh new start of the year? :D
i was editing my blog template when i thought my archive list is getting a little too long.
so i initially wanted to delete all the older posts but i ended up reading some of my most ancient posts instead, which dated all the way back when i was in sec 2.
it felt kinda weird at first reading what i blogged about back then. the posts overflowed with lots of childish expressions and numerous grammar mistakes here and there but at the same time, every single one of it gave a hint of how much fun and happiness i had back then.
all the things that happened may not be big things but it was these small little things that pieced together into the much larger perfect assemblage of fond memories i had.
once i blogged about a short convo between cheryl and i. and now as i read it again like a total stranger, that small piece of lost memory had found its way back and i laughed out loud.
" me: why are you sweating so much?
cheryl: cos i'm cold?
me: huh? you mean you sweat when you feel cold?
cheryl: omg gay! you actually believed it?! "yeah it was these small little things... :)
and there was this post which was never published. it signified my inner most feelings and reflections as my sec 2 life came to an end. heart-warming i felt, as i stumbled across it once again.
it says [unedited]:
" so the year is ending alr. : ( i will miss the classroom and the specs stand! i will miss lots of ppl too! esp cheryl and mylene! cos i dun think we might all be in the same class next year. : (
was talking to cheryl ytdy. i agree with her that many things happened this year which made our year in sec two so eventful, full of sweet and sour memories. i kind of miss those days in school, struggling. haha. like cheryl and mylene always ganged up to go against me, both parties argue for their own rights, made me always end up giving in or else i will die from severe heart attack. even jiehui once thought me and cheryl quarrelled. XD and of course i will never forget cheryl for started calling me gay and went around spreading the gay theory like some kind of sars disease, which ruined my whole entire life. haha.
both of us seriously can't rmb how we actually got to noe each other this year. she told me last year there was sth happened which somehow made the both of us connected. once during band prac, ms sia was testing one by one. when it was my turn, she saw cheryl's that usual when-bored-or-tired-become-dao-ed face and asked her why she wasn't appreciating my music. she answered,'im appreciating!' haha. yeah. i rmb there was such a thing but i didn't noe she was the one who dunno how to appreciate my music! : ) i guess this is sort of fate issit??
i was same class as mylene since last year. hah we weren't actually that close although she just was just sitting one person away from me! haha but she was still my first sitting partners in 2G after all. : ) i won't forget how i got irritated by her at times and she got irritated by me. haha. it's kind of funny when u see her always having such a big reaction over small little things and im always the victim. : (
i rmb pris and jas were the first two fellow classmates i get to noe!
that time...
me liked hebe, pris was in love with james, jas loved brad pitt!
now...
me still like hebe, pris's crazy over ??( not sure who's the latest one..), jas loves daniel wu!
hmm.. looks like im the most zhuan qing one! XD
..................
"
it's a pity that i am not in contact with most of my sec 2 friends anymore.. :(
i wish, i wish for a time machine that could ferry me back to the good old days right now.
but i know it's impossible for me to experience all these all over again.
and so,
my conclusion is,
the archive list shall remain that long
to keep these old memories alive. :)